According to the great theologian Paul Tillich
anxiety appears in three forms:
anxiety of death
anxiety of meaninglessness
anxiety of condemnation
another great theologian Karl Barth
wrote that God condemns no one to hell –
we create our own hell –
thus in Church Dogmatics Barth radically departed
from John Calvin’s doctrine of double predestination –
God predestines some to heaven
and some to hell – what kind of God would do that?
so, Barth favored a simple predestination to heaven
however, people can create hells for other people –
going beyond Barth, higher education allowed women
to create postcolonial/liberation/inculturated theologies –
the spread of women’s voices across the world
gave them the power to address unjust global structures
of finance and business
and to connect capitalism/colonialism/racism
the basic motivation in healthy Christianity
is based in union with God –
from there the sacred water keeps flowing
and washes away all women’s sense
of inferiority/unworthiness/low self-esteem
but women today can get caught up
in perfectionism – “having it all” –
making unrealistic demands on themselves
the pursuit of excellence on the other hand
allows women to take pleasure
in striving to meet their own high standards
without castigating themselves
they learned that loving themselves
means embracing their own
strengths and weaknesses
insights and stupidities
successes and failures
body and soul
badness and goodness
finiteness and infiniteness
so there is no longer any shame or self-condemnation.
